Dec 4, 2011

Trains of thought

2nd post because I can't seem to keep that train of thought rumbling through my mind-tracks.  I blame society.

So that crossroads I was talking about.  That sounded so amateurish and cliched.  Also, that expression has a negative connotation in my mind; as if you are at a reverse plateau (your life was going downhill and then plateaued), and then ultimately you decide you must swallow the doctor's finger rectally and make a ballsy life decision to kick start the shit out of your cat-ridden life.

But I don't mean it like that- quite the opposite actually.  I have been floating in a false sense of mediocrity for a while, but recently that all changed.  Essentially, I have met my match.  And she won.  No, I take that back.  More aptly I feel like we are tied, and that feeling could not be more exhilarating. 

So herein lies my proverbial split in the road.  Do I continue being the crabby old bum that I have grown so accustomed to, and almost enjoy being, or do I lift my game and take the road less travelled (ie: never travelled)?  Utter contentment can't be that over-rated can it?  Like a bowl full of boobies, I say let's dive right in!

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